Assassins! Accidental Matchmakers by Jen Desmarais

Éric Categories Éric Desmarais - Aspiring Something Tags Dad, health, mental health, random, stressed, Tired, Update, work, Writing Leave a comment That part is helping and I’m trying to be kind to myself. With all of the above I’m struggling, but my occupational therapist is helping me find coping mechanisms and to rationalize instead of spiralling. The MRI should be able to detect brain lesions from MS or brain tumours. It’s one of the reasons I’m really glad that I got that MRI. Considering my health issues, it’s hard for me not to worry about this year. He passed away at the age of 47 from brain cancer. My father’s birthday was earlier this month. While they’re doing that, I have an MRI for my head, neck, and back set up for mid July. They are trying to help me get back to work. I’m seeing a team consisting of a physiotherapist, kinesiologist, and occupational therapist. The problem with that is because of my health issues and lack of return to full time work, it’s not easy for me to convince anyone to hire me.

I’m fairly certain that within a year, my position will be cut and after 15 years, it’s time to do something new. I think it’s time for me to find something new. This week I’ve felt like I’m not enough and that’s really frustrating. I know that I haven’t always been perfect I’m a little whiny and I over explain and analyze everything but I’m trying.

I’m trying my best to be a good father and a good husband. It’s going slowly, mostly because of pain, and I worry it’s crap but at least I’m having fun writing it. I’m currently finishing the longest running project I’ve ever had (started in 2016) and I’m really hoping to be done by summer. Let’s break this down into categories: Writing I know that a new physio for two weeks isn’t going to fix everything, but I was secretly hoping. Among them is the fact that I’m still in pain. I’ve been working through a lot of emotions.

Assassins! Accidental Matchmakers by Jen Desmarais